Today , is a third day i will be alone in this room , D225 at Blok Damar , Kolej Indera Sakti , UiTM Seri Iskandar , Perak ! Actually , we're got a 5 day free ! So , those of students can back on their hometown or if didn't to back they can stay in their room during the holidays . That problem now is . . I REALLY STAY ALONE IN MY ROOM ! My roomates is back on their hometown ! The others reason , because in the same time i got a fever , bad flu , headache , bad cough , and i already got a bad pharyngitis (sakit tekak) . I can't take a bus if my conditions isn't already well .
Momoe isn't feeling well today . WHY ? Hmm . . shall i tell on this entries ? Or i will telling on my first blog ~> momoedarlieskull.blogspot.com ? HAHA , nevermind but i still want to stay for a long time in this blog .
Firstly , i want to said "Ayah , Mak ! I miss both of you two !!" When i said like this , i feel like want to crying as much i had never ever do . Because , during my childhood time ago . . i really hate who's cried infront me and my own is not easily to cried . Now , already have a someone is really make me really crying .
My childhood friend once said , "Whatever is happening i have keep and stay beside my mom ! Although my dad isn't was here for this time with us." What i can to describe is his fate is same with me . We have to sharing my beloved father with the "new mom" , and ours mother have to accept someone "new" in her husband life . YEAHH ~ ours mother is really strong to received something news in her life . BUT ! NOT EASILY TO ME TO ACCEPT THAT ! I can't to sharing my beloved father with someone other i really do not known .Because of this cases , I really hated "Matrimonial World" ! I so scared , and remember if 15 years will come soon , how about my marriage life ? I can't shared who's that i love with other woman !!! CANNOT ! So , for avoid that things from being happen , I would rather to be single forever ~
"...because I really know how my mother's feeling when its has been happen in her life..and I swear , who's make my mother in sadly ...i will make YOUR LIFE TOO !"Now , my childhood friend have to accept that his mother is really gone . Aunty Nora was diagnosed with lung cancer on 5 December 2013 , and went to be with Allah on 18 January 2013 . On 14-16 January 2013 , i was stayed at Hotel Continental Geogetown , Penang because having a Trip by BISA Department . AND as long i was here at there , he is not telling me about his mother . Till , i back to Seri Iskandar and 3 days was ago . . i just read his status on Twitter . .
At the his first tweet , i really in unbelieved ! Then i decided to ask him about his mother . . and . . ? Hmm , Aunty Nora is really gone ! After 10 years , we're separately ! I really'really want to see Aunty Nora , but my wishes isn't always fulfilled . She's gone before we meet . I was crying and crying .
I'm sorry my friend , cause i can't with you in the moment . Take care of yourself and your younger sister, Dilla . Don't do stupid things , please eating as well , keep a smile and be strong ! One things more , don't forget to do prayer five times . I'll remember who's you in our memories in 10 years ago . . it was still fresh until now :'(
* You also my mother's besfriend , I love you Aunty Nora , even we was separately in long time , but in my heart , i can feel your motherly nature in the moment ago . .
"...Al-Fatihah for Aunty Nora . . may the bless from us will put
you at the better place beside Allah..."
Written by,
Hazleeda Abd Halim
- Momoe Darlie -
